Kill Myself To Her

I have some truth about Maya Hart for you guys. She is a mean person who has never been worthy the title of best friend. It's just a title. Just because I've been titling her it for a while, doesn't mean she is it. Honestly, Darby is likely more deserving of the title. I mean, she's so rude, you don't even know. Online, she just tells you guys the stuff I do, and makes herself seem so innocent. In the real world, she leaves me crying for my life. Maybe she never intentionally said this to me, but she makes me rather kill myself. I'd rather DIE than stay with her. I'd rather be dead in a grave rather than stay here with her mean words and selfish acts. She's honestly one of the top rudest people I've ever met. Her and another girl on Google, Kaelyn West, who has no real reason to take sides, and then bully me over Hangouts. I'm honestly never gonna like those two again! My life is ruined all because of Maya! She made Kaelyn hate me!! I miss old Maya. The one who would feel cruel. She is soooo negative. Honestly, she should be lucky that I'm actually tolerating being around her. Like they all did with Bailey (the most annoying girl in history of annoying girls). Really, if she is negative, I'll actually stop tolerating it and quit with it. I wont care what is similar to her anymore if I don't have to deal with her. It won't matter. Obviously, I'm not going to be Little Miss Positivity if I never actually planned on staying for 7 months like Bailey did. It's just like Bailey. People like Isabelle would be better if she weren't with Maya, because she has to compete with Maya. Isabelle can't even have anyone else around but her and Madeleine. The people who came to Maya (Delia, Angela, Isabelle, Carol) all have the same problem. Maya. She was their problem. She had to be their competition. They wanted to be heard, but it was impossible with Maya making sure they couldn't. Maya has made some friends like them before, people who were willing to listen to her, just for getting to be like their episodes or wherever else they're from. They had to pay the price of praising Maya, while sacrificing their old lives. Luckily, someone like Delia didn't have to sacrifice majorly. The people who had to sacrifice majorly were:

1. Isabelle
2. Penny

Okay, two people. But guess what Isabelle and Penny have in common? They both seemed like the best. That's because they loved their old lives so much, they didn't want to do anything to sacrifice that. This is what they each had to sacrifice.

Penny

1. Her people
2. Personality
3. Location (not the biggest deal at all)

Doesn't seem like that much, but she had to sacrifice her personality!

Isabelle

1. Location
2. Year
3. Story

Three small things for both of them, but still major. Sometimes people have to sacrifice their personalities for Maya. Of course, it's every 1/10 that people have the same personality as Maya. Penny was just one of them. Isabelle has to majorly sacrifice her story and her year. I mean, she was never in the Girl Meets World times, she was always in her other time. Her story is different, but that's because of year too. Her location isn't that bad because she can still be from there. But even if it was possible to carry her story, it would have to take place in New York. It never did. Luckily, people like Delia and Angela and Carol never had to suffer anything much. Although, this is a lesson learned. People like Penny and Isabelle have major bright sides and major dark sides. They have to sacrifice so much, but they were so good. They seemed so great at the time. Then you end up realizing it's not what you thought, do to all of the sacrifices. They loved themselves until they realized how much sacrifices they were making. Then, they couldn't be them. Someone like Isabelle has hope on her own. She just had to change so much with us, she couldn't do it anymore. Someone like Penny, would've been best with us. She never would've worked out outside of Girl Meets World. Luckily, in the future, Isabelle might have another hope. Just not for now. She tried to make it work, but so many sacrifices beat her down. She was never used to having to be so quiet for herself. She always was used to being the main, but she wasn't. She had to suffer. She didn't even feel needed. So, that was it. So, lesson learned here was, if someone like Isabelle or Penny comes up again, I should realize the sacrifices they will face, and ask myself are those sacrifices worth it. The only problem is, ever finding someone good. Penny and Isabelle were so lucky, they are like a 1/10 chance. People like that never come up. I guess we'll just have to wait and see. And now I've learned my lesson. Don't become friends with Maya, because she's just like Bailey.