She Feels More Alive In Her Own Dreams

Some people such as my brother say that if I were dead, the world would be no different, if anything, better. A line from my song Another Empty Bottle by Katy McAllister is "She feels more alive in her own dreams." It means, real life is bad, and you feel like you're living in your dreams. The song's meaning is Life is death, and Death is life. Living is like a death trap, and dying would be living. I'm going to post every single line of relation from that song. It is currently my number 3 song.
PS THE WORD SHE IN THE SONG IS MEANING ME

She'd hide away behind her door she kept locked.
And she lies, tonight, underneath the caving roof.
And she cries, tonight, wondering what she can do.
And she tries, tonight, remembering who she once knew.
And they've died inside.

This world can be so cruel,
she lives her life as a broken tool.
What's the use to throw yourself at love
If in the end it never seems enough
to be able to get through all of life's open dreams.

And she tries tonight, but she's out of memories that she once knew.
And she dies inside.

And every little bit, every little bit of her wants to see that light.
But every single night another little bit of her dies inside.
She's trapped in her mind, she feels more alive, she feels more alive in her own dreams.
She's wonderin', what's beyond the sky? Could she see the light, if she falls asleep?

Oh, cause she feels more alive in her own dreams.

Tonight, she lies, lifted up through her own roof.
Dried eyes, tonight.
There's nothing more that she could do.
And the cry tonight, a little girl they hardly knew...
And she's lost in time.

Those are the relation lyrics for my song Another Empty Bottle by Katy McAllister. I only put in what I can relate to. So, basically, that's me. I feel more alive in my own dreams. Why couldn't I live inside those dreams? Why can't I fall asleep? What more could I do... then that.