Friendship Rental - It Was Only Temporary

It's basically like the end of my life. I've lost everything. I lost my best friend, I lost my baby brother, and I lost someone to talk to. What have I done with myself? How am I going to make it in life when I am so full of disappointment, I can't even bare to try anything I think will disappoint me. I guess I am just not as worth everyone's time as I thought I was. Maya doesn't care one inch about me anymore, she hates me so badly. Auggie doesn't even consider my feelings. And today I lost another friend. Today in gym class, the teacher said were doing something called Mission Impossible, where we have to create obstacles to get across the entire gym without touching the ground. I thought it would be fun when I joined my friends Lee-Ann and Siena's group. I also welcomed Farkle. When they kept taking off on me and Farkle, we said that coping with our group was the impossible mission, not the obstacles. So, then eventually Lee-Ann and Siena were being nice to us again, and we all got to work until two VERY annoying boys who ALWAYS fool around and the one of them is getting 45% or lower in every subject, had to join our group. We were always so mad about them. Lee-Ann's real name is Alysha, and when the annoying boy who get's 45% or lower in every subject started calling her Alysha, she yelled at him. What's the story behind her hating the name Alysha SOO badly? Oh well. Then, at the end of class, I went up to one of my, now, best friends. Keeland. I asked him who is group is, very nicely. He thought I was asking to join his group. "A lot of people." He said, trying to point out that I am not joining them. "I asked who, Not how many. I don't care how many. I have a group, ya know." I said, kind of meanly, but more annoyed. "Well, my group doesn't want you anyway." He said. "Not offended." I said, he stared at me confused. "If you really think I wanted to work with Mackenzie Doucette and Jennica, think again. Cause #EW. Seeing that girl (Mackenzie) run is sicker than watching a cat barf up tomatoes and eat it again. And that's coming from a girl who watched her own brother do that." I explained to him. "Your so hostile you know." He said commenting on my Auggie story. "Yeah?! Me?! You're the one who said I have to PAY you actual MONEY for you to be my friend! It's not worth it!!" I said to him. The class didn't even notice, or the teachers who are strict that while we are supposed to be putting our equipment away, we are putting it away perfectly. No excuses. Not even 'your-stupid-friend-is-saying-you're-hostile-when-they-make-you-pay-money-for-friendship.' "I only made you pay because I don't really care!!" He yelled at me. The class kinda looked, but in the same moment, went back to their jobs. "Wow, I never knew that. No wonder you can only achieve Mackenzie Doucette Level partering!!" I said, walking away, barely holding my tears back. I ran to Farkle who said he's not worth it. "Didn't you see it coming? You can't keep friendships, Riley." Farkle explained. "And when I don't, will you still be my friend?" I asked. "Always, of course! Don't worry! Farkle is always here!" He said, trying to cheer me up. Keeland could see me telling Farkle and Lee-Ann who was now there who stupid he is. He felt bad, but that was for himself, not me. I knew it. I knew it from the start. Nobody could be that nice to you, without a price. Although, I wouldn't be surprised if in the end of February he said, "Here's your reciept for our friendship! PS, you need to pay the last 50 cents." I am never talking to that kid again. I was actually thinking of telling Mr. Hing and Mr. Parsons. Honestly, no wonder he hangs out with Mackenzie and them! I honestly bet right now Mackenzie is breaking open her piggy bank to pay Keeland's this month friendship rental! In this way, I kinda feel bad for her. But who knows, maybe he respects her as a person..... HAHAHA!!! He doesn't respect anyone. This has always been a game. Why can't I win? Why can't I prove him wrong?! I mean, by now he would've told me if the whole PAY HIM thing was a joke. HE HASN'T!!! I have a two month payment for my Friendship Rental! How can I rent a friendship, even buy it? He is so disrespectful. Honestly, I never thought I'd meet someone who's so desperate for money. He is greedy. I. Hate. Him.

Original quotes by me to that idiot. Well, I guess all of my friendships are either temporary or rentals. Actually... just temporary. Only one was a rental. Well, I hope you don't have to hear more about Keeland on this blog ever again. Have fun not hearing about him... I sure will.